Hi,
since 4 weeks my father is gone... even I had seen his last breath, I can´t belive that he died. My head keeps working. Orgenizing all the stuff, contracts changing an so thinks... but my soul is waiting, wainting for his return...
During the last weeks I had moments my soul rememberd:"he is dead, he will never return" In this minutes and hours I miss him so damm much.... a moment later my head takes the controll back.
But today.. there came a letter from the undeertaker.. the list from there Service,that I have already payed.... so he is gone.... even when I keep him in my heart, he is gone...
Inokie