I know that my enlish is terribly...
Some of you have read the last journals about my lately deceased Cat.
We still miss her... my father and I. Every day...

Why I´m confused in emotions?

1. My Cat died two months ago and I still miss her so terribly.

2. My business is growing. Commissions, commissions... I have an display on an very big Jumping and Dressage Derby here in Hamburg... [link] (english version)
I´m happy for that chance... although I only have to pay to be there... But it has been a dream to me to show my pictures there. I´m born in Hamburg and it make me happy to be a part of the Jumping and Dressage Derby.

3. My dog is born... I already searched for an breeder last year. Now the puppies are born and there is an little girl for me in the litter. She is 2 week old now... so only 6 weeks till we can take her home. I´m happy about that.. I grew up with dogs... A life without them?! No way.

So I´m really confused now... my emotions are riding in an roller coaster this weeks. Up and downs... it´s an mix between happy, hopeful, and sad...

I try my best to well along with that.

Thanks for the Watches, fav, and comments... to all.